Grace fills empty spaces but it can only enter where there is a void to receive it, and it is grace itself which makes this void.
The necessity for a reward, the need to receive the equivalent of what we give. But if, doing violence to this necessity, we leave a vacuum, as it were a suction of air is produced and a supernatural reward results. It does not come if we receive other wages: it is this vacuum which makes it come.
It is the same with the remission of debts (and this applies not only to the harm which others have done us but to the good which we have don them). There again, we accept a void in ourselves.
To accept a void in ourselves is supernatural. Where is the energy to be found for an act which has nothing to counterbalance it? The energy has to come from elsewhere. Yet first there must be a tearing out, something desperate has to take place, the void must be created. Void: the dark night.
Admiration, pity (most of all a mixture of the two) bring real energy. But this we must do without.
A time has to be gone through without any reward, natural or supernatural.
The world must be regarded as containing something of a void in order that it may have need of God....
To love truth means to endure the void and, as a result, to accept death. Truth is on the side of death....
Whoever endures a moment of the void either receives the supernatural bread or falls. It is a terrible risk, but one that must be run - even during the instant when hope fails. But we must not throw ourselves into it.
Simone Weil
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